Hi ILT.

Knew this place had its' uses :)

How cryptic.

MI5 should get in touch.

Who said it was cryptic?

It was ironic ;)

How about being apologetic? :)

I would, but then what would be the point? It's like Letters said it's "out there" now and whatever I said to rebut it would be disregarded.

The fact is I lost it when Rkane said I should "discover life outside of a football forum" which I saw as a blatant dig at the fact I'm disabled, so, pissed off as I was I PM'd him without thinking and called him what I did and for that I'm sorry yes, I shouldn't have hit out like that.

He's black and I'm a cripple, simple as that, but I am NOT a racist.

Cripps and CK are my two best mates on here along with Yoss and Black Magic and up until recently I thought Rkane was too, would I be talking to those guys if I were intentionally racist?

So of course I regret saying what I did and after I sent that PM I sent one to Letters and realized what a mistake I made.






And as for your point about the Irish GtG, that was only in a thread about Israel/Palestine that got out of hand after I made a comment about it being odd seeing an Irishman in Israel, as you don't see that sort of thing everyday!

wow...

Yeah how about reading the rest of the post :good:

Alright, but the Irish digs also came up in the Awards Thread some time later.

If you are genuine - and I think you are, you should sort it out personally with RK.

I'm going to stay out of this now.

I would, but then what would be the point?

It did? Can you post it up?


How can I sort it out when all I can do is post in here?

And reading the stuff you're all posting, like I say, what would be the point? You're already set in your places and Rkanes' making more digs at me than a JCB! Which is exactly what he's been doing for the last couple of months across the board!

I can only speak for myself.

I really think though that what you said to Rk was well over the line. Well over.

I really hope you don't mean what you said.

Anyway, like I said, if my account's reinstated I'll talk to Rkane one on one or he can come in here and talk to me now.

If not, then I aplogize for what I said, as, at the time, I snapped over one of his posts that I found offensive, just as with he found the PM I sent him offensive.

Yes it definitely went WAY over the line, but like I said, I really snapped over it and it had been building up over the last couple of months tbh.

I shouldn't have stooped as low as calling him that but then I wanted to offend him in the worst way possible just to show him HOW much he's pissed me off recently.

I regret completely what I said and I am NOT a racist, I'm just an angry person who gets pissed off easily by things others might not.

Just incase Rkane reads this...

Responding to his last post in BW

Actually I don't believe in anything, I'm not political, I don't vote, I'm an Atheist, I'm neither left or right morally and I have no issue with gay/lesbian people.

It's the same with race, I have no problem with anyones' race or creed unless they use it as an excuse to get what they want, that's exploiting your own race.

What I said to you was purely in the heat of the moment because you said something that I found insulting in the "What are you listening to" thread and it seemed to me at the time to be an obvious dig at me being disabled, which has just as many problems socially as race does.

I regret saying what I said straight up, I was angry and wanted to hit out something and if it wasn't you then it probably would've been myself, which in hindsight wouldn't have been such a bad idea now.

Seriously though Rkane, you've known me for ages on here and apart from one or two off-colour (No pun intended) jokes on here, I'm not a racist.

So I ask for your forgiveness for what I said and this is completely sincere.

Ok I only just noticed this thread, I'll leave it for the time being, tonight anyway in case Rkane wants to reply. If not, then I'll close it tomorrow.

Ooh interesting, I missed this.

Complete and utter bollox but interesting none the less.

You can close it when you want to Mac, cheers.

Clears up a few things, ILT.

Cheers :tiphat:

Not for some people it seems.


Anyway, I've said my piece, explained my actions and I've apologized.

If Rkane can't accept it then that's his decision.

If you had ever had the balls to say that to my face, I would've punched you in your fucking mouth.

I don't wanna hear a racists poor attempts to cover their tracks once their true colours come out.

You are no child, you are a 23 year old man (boy) and what you wrote was a real belief. It all makes sense now so don't waste your fucking time trying to cover it up with more bullshit - I've dealt with enough just like you, ironically from your area, to know what you are about.

Best close the thread now, Mac :good:

You would've hit someone in a wheelchair in the mouth?

Shows your own ignorance TBH.

A belief is something you say over and over, what I said, was a heat of the moment, pure anger outburst at you as you insulted my situation by suggesting "You need to discover life outside" which, given my situation you know was a dig!

I found that an insult so I hit back at you.

I regret what I said but when I said it I couldn't give a shit about anything at that moment.

I think you're digging a deeper hole for yourself ILT. What you said was racist and well out of line, heat of the moment or not just call him a c*** and be done with it, to bring race into it was low rent. I've witnessed racism and it's not something people will forget in a hurry.

Just chillax for a while and if Rkane wants to reconcile he will, you're lame excuses won't get you anywhere mate.

Wise counsel.

What I said was a derogatory insult in response to a derogatory insult, it wasn't unprovoked, but it WAS over the line and I admit that and I've offered my apology.

You say it's something people don't forget in a hurry? Well at the time of sending it that's exactly what I thought.

The thing is soon after I sent it, I calmed down and realized what I'd just said.

If I could take it back, obviously I would, but I can't, all I'm offering is my apology as that's all I have, if Rkane can't accept that then there's nothing I can do.

ffs, ILT, just stay away from the forum until Letters has decided.

You're not doing yourself any favours.

ILT - I take it the use of the name Nick Griffin at the start of this thread and a laughing face was to help people realise how much regret you actually had?

Actually I didn't know I could post at all tbh and did it as a mess around :doh:

I don't think you are that stupid to not realise you could post as a guest. You'll be saying someone nicked your password next. ;)

I didn't know TBH as I've never tried it.

Plus I figured my IP had been banned :shrug:



And I've never had my password nicked, I just entrusted it to the wrong person.





Anyway I'm off to burn some crosses or something bed :wave:

Well you've said your piece, so the ball is with Kano now, but don't be too surprised if he tells you to do one for good...and that'll be something you'll just have to respect.

Rk has said what he thinks.

There is no ball Rk needs to play now. ILT should just respect his wishes and stay away from him.

Yeah I understand :good:

I fucked up and crossed the line and now I'm paying for it.

I should be banned TBH, but hopefully the mods will see it was a one-time outburst that won't happen again.

Hello good day and welcome

You didn't read this thread did you?

Yeah I did ......I guess I am just shit at irony.....or is it sarcasm?

:haha: :tiphat:

Ok we're done here.